I think I might end up breaking up with Andy. I asked him to say sometimg silly in the presence of his mom but he wouldn't & I really feel like he's embarrassed by me and who I am n what I am. Why, O Reader, should I date someone like that?

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Okay. I'm at school. I need to think. I need to plan. Anything is better than suicide or self-harm.

1. Complete math course.
A. If pass, no problem.
B. If fail, big problem.
B1. Beg for certificate option, but not until course is completed.
B2. Get a summer job. Save money, OR continue along parental line of thought that this will be my meaningless life ( Read more... )

I really hate how all the men that I crush on are taken! At least, this time around, neither chrises were wearing priest collars or cassocks! I miss seeing Jason, I'm going to read the da Vinci code and angels and demons, and then watch the movies, becauee ewan mcgregor looks a lot like jason. I'm glad Jason told me to leave him alone as best he ( Read more... )

I really hope this posts. I'll get on my laptop later, but I've only just now thought to add an app ... And I really hope that I am not opening myself up for viruses lol.

Mom won't let me change my major. She said that this is my last chance. Because I tried to open up and tried to explain that I'm just really stressed, she scolded me-- told me that ( Read more... )